indecisiveness

it's that time again. the should i, shouldn't i time.

so yea, should it? or shouldn't i? do i stand a chance? will i taste success? or it's the same old disappointment?

long time didn't update here. there isn't much things going on right now. i'm trying to live life day by day.

every thing that we do, it needs courage. even walking, it needs courage. courage is within all of us. that's what i'm trying to convince myself.

just asking wouldn't harm right? after all, people said if you wanna solve your curiosity, ask.

waiting for the right time for it to happen. or maybe all these things been going on around shows that there isn't the right time? maybe it's all just in my head. maybe it's never meant to be. maybe...

confusion makes us blur. and blurness makes us to question ourselves. well i don't know how it relates but somehow it does. the decision that i said i'm gonna make previously, i didn't stick to that. instead i carried on and still doing it. i guess what i'm saying is life is unpredictable. things may happen accordingly that your decision may change as well.

i'm the type of person who leaves everything up to fate. if the opportunity arises, i shall take. looking at the circumstances, i stand a low chance of success. but a low chance still has a chance of success. so probably i will give it a go. i just hope that the next time i come back here, i'll have the answers to my questions already. hopefully it'll be the answer i want as well.

wish me luck =)