why am i a fool? why do i always try so hard, that in the end i suffer?
why would i still do it, knowing that if i were to run a thousand miles just to see you, you'll just say hello and walk away?
what's the point in planning something, that in the end everything just doesn't go according to plan?
what's the use of trying so hard, that at the end of the day i don't achieve anything?
yea sure the thoughts count. action speaks louder than words. but after so many times, wouldn't it be nice to see some result out of it? isn't it nice knowing that the effort you put in can help you achieve something? not in this case.
no matter how much effort i put in, at the end of the day i kept questioning myself why did i do that. others may not have known it, but i had to go through a long difficulties, trying to balance every part of my life just to do the thing that they asked me to.
why am i a fool? i don't post this just to show off that i help people. i don't post this to get recognition. i post it so that in the future when i look back, i can tell myself whether it's worth putting all my effort into helping others worth it or not. and i really hope i can look back and laugh at this post and ridicule it.
so please prove me wrong. prove to me that putting in effort would count for something. tired of seeing all my efforts are just gone to waste. help me, let me see the light again. cause the ray of light becomes smaller and smaller as the darkness looms around.
tell me, that you'll be that ray of light in my life. i really hope you are.
have a nice day.
why would i still do it, knowing that if i were to run a thousand miles just to see you, you'll just say hello and walk away?
what's the point in planning something, that in the end everything just doesn't go according to plan?
what's the use of trying so hard, that at the end of the day i don't achieve anything?
yea sure the thoughts count. action speaks louder than words. but after so many times, wouldn't it be nice to see some result out of it? isn't it nice knowing that the effort you put in can help you achieve something? not in this case.
no matter how much effort i put in, at the end of the day i kept questioning myself why did i do that. others may not have known it, but i had to go through a long difficulties, trying to balance every part of my life just to do the thing that they asked me to.
why am i a fool? i don't post this just to show off that i help people. i don't post this to get recognition. i post it so that in the future when i look back, i can tell myself whether it's worth putting all my effort into helping others worth it or not. and i really hope i can look back and laugh at this post and ridicule it.
so please prove me wrong. prove to me that putting in effort would count for something. tired of seeing all my efforts are just gone to waste. help me, let me see the light again. cause the ray of light becomes smaller and smaller as the darkness looms around.
tell me, that you'll be that ray of light in my life. i really hope you are.
have a nice day.
1 comments:
hmm.. i feel you.. been in the same exact situation before :)
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