the worst part of life is when needing someone to talk to but don't know who to turn to ... if only there's someone that can get the thoughts away ... if only there's someone to talk to ... that's why they said human needs to talk and have relationship with others cause they depend on each other ... but i couldn't turn to anyone ... guess it's me all alone again ...
wait till when people asked me, by then i guess that i'm fine ... cause loneliness is part of my life ... just looking back how i wish i could change things but i know that i couldn't ... just felt that those i'm close with having something against me but i don't know what is it ... just tat we're not as close as we used to be ... i dunno why is that ... but its not the first time so i guess i'll move on with it, probably filling with regrets of not knowing what's the thing happening behind ...
i'll move on, i need to go away, i'll have to do it alone ... cause loneliness is part of my life ... ranting here makes me better, it's the only place where i can release myself ...
and i'm waiting for the end ...
Have A Nice Day :)
1 comments:
I would say I'm going thru the same feeling as what you are going thru right now. You are not alone. Things happen for a reason, and ur task now is to reassess the situation, and see how you can make changes to turn things to your way. Whatever changes you are willingly to make, whatevr conditions you are willing to accept, hang on to it. It will be a painful and torturing process, but if things are worth all the pain, then it shd be a motivation for you to carry on. Go for the end result, it's may take years to achieve, but if you persist, and I don't know if you will be able to persist on, the day where u harvest the result will come. Be patient, time, sincerity and persistence will reward youl. The day will come, but it is not now, you need to work towards it. You will realise it's worth all the pain.
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