im really sorry for what im doin now ... but the reason for me doin it is because i wanna make things right ... i wanna make things as how it supposed to be ... but by making things right i felt a deep pain ... a sharp blade piercing through my heart ... tats why i resorted to this action ... i thought by doin wat i did, i could make things right again and at the same time push myself away from the pain ... but i guess maybe i only achieve one of it ... maybe i've pushed and make things right but it could be tat it will be tat way in the end, without my action ... and i thought i could push the pain away but it turns out tat i felt more pain and more hurt ... i kept telling myself it'll feel this way for now, later on it shall turn out fine ...
and i hope it will ...
some time ago, i wrote this song for you and i hope that i could sing it to you one day ... this song i wrote in english but i think it's suited more in chinese but i couldn't get it translated right ...
看看你的双眼，我看到烟花，照亮了我的生活
你美丽的笑容，带给了我
你显示出你的手，和你说“不放弃，我会在那里为你”
我握住你的手，你拉我回去
在那一刻，我知道你是那个女孩
当你离开，你的微笑是我的记忆
我想牵你的手，永远不会让你走
你在我身边，和触摸天空
你使我快乐，每当我身边
我会告诉你我对你的爱
在你的生活带来幸福和欢乐，无论是多么困难
把你上 , 拿你如果你掉
我会做任何事，让你知道我爱你
guess my wish wont come true ...
just wanna say sorry for the bottom of my heart ... well tat is if i still hav it ... now i just cant wait for everything to end so tat i can leave far away from here ... i just hope tat my action results in ur eternal happiness even though it might cause me eternal pain ...
Have A Nice Day :)
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